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[Jun. 14th, 2007|12:03 pm] |
Isa is my role model. So many times I just want to give up veganism because I get so much crap from my friends, my parents. Too many accusations of anorexia, too many talks about it not being healthy for a dancer's lifestyle, too much negativity.
But I'm recharged. I am not left optionless. I plan on pursuing this. And no, it's not some whim that'll I've give up when I go to college. This is my life. Aren't I allowed to live it?
I still want to dye my hair. I may in Florida next week.
It's all set. I'm going to Normandale in the fall. Excited much? Nervous.
The recital is tonight. |
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| Long time. |
[Jan. 4th, 2007|09:08 pm] |
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What's to update?
I’m thinking of transferring to the St. Paul conservatory, or just taking all pseo.
I'm chopping off my hair sometime, and dyeing it.
I haven't written poetry in a month.
I'm going to fail an apush test tomorrow.
I'm currently disliking my parents greatly and want to be in college.
But am needing sm less and less.
Also am going to a therapist again.
Braces on by the end of the month.
Gym is done after this quarter (and math)! But that means Spanish IV. And still ANOTHER term of apush.
Tomorrow is Friday.
I am thinking of painting my nails taxi yellow.
I am going to compare/contrast my room for my xanga.
I am done. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2006|08:21 am] |
She's hurting more than I can help. I can't be there for her and she can't be there for me because we're in our different places. This day didn't start out well and it's not getting any better. It makes me want to drop out.
I had a heart to heart today with a girl on the bus. Talk about random. I knew her though. It felt good. She talked to me about a lot of things I've been confused about lately. Even though it'll be hard, I know what I have to do now.
I wish I could express it.
I miss you. |
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[Oct. 4th, 2006|09:05 am] |
We have a sub today, we have done nothing all morning and I am so bored.
I've been looking for the actor who plays Carlos Navarro in La Catrina, and haven't been able to find him.
AP US History next hour, joy. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2006|08:58 am] |
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in computer class. grand fun. |
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[Aug. 27th, 2006|01:54 pm] |
Kennedy is decided, classes however are not. There are so many great choices that I didn't have at BLS, BA, or MSSPA, and I still won't get them because I'm signing up so late. But I'm still happy to be going there. I'm so nervous I could throw up. I just want it to be tomorrow or something. So I don't have to spend every day with my parents.
Still working on recommendations from teachers. |
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| Aha. Another entry. |
[Aug. 16th, 2006|11:25 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | on my Bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ben Folds-- Rockin' The Suburbs | ] |
Today was another coffeehouse meeting. It was hard since it was the first one since Paul and I broke up. He came in late, and the only open spot was by me. He honestly looked like he was going to cry when he saw me. I feel so crummy.
So. I’m the chairperson (chairleader as V says....lol!) for the planning committee. Though at the moment, I’m the only person on the committee. Anthony and Veronica are working on that. It's really hard work, and I have tons to do. It's totally going to be worth it when we're done, though.
I still don't know where I’m going to school. This whole thing is making me so pissed off, I’m just not going to think about or mention it until next week. Next week--Tuesday, for the Coffeehouse meeting. Which means I won't go to Kennedy Connect Day, I guess.
I don't want to live in this house. I want to go to Trafalgar Castle School in Ontario with Starla. That'd be a dream come true. Or maybe just go to college now. Whatever. If I spend one more minute in my corruptive parents' presence, I’ll turn into some old, unmarried hermit.
I'm not having the best night. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2006|12:00 am] |
I'm demoting myself. I had a livejournal, for my poetry, but I didn't let anyone read it. But now, I find out Kneil uses livejournal, since he left xanga, but I need to be his friend to read it. So tada, I made a new account.
No poetry here.
I probably won't update. This is my real blog:
http://www.xanga.com/uniquencrazy |
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